Jewish heartbreak and hope in Nineveh

The writer, a major, is United States Army Battalion Chaplain (rabbi) 1st Battalion, 320th Field Artillery 101st Airborne Division (Screaming Eagles).

Climbing over the rotting garbage, I realized I was the first Jew to enter this holy place in over 50 years.

I am writing to you from Nineveh, the city of the prophet Jonah. Its present name is Mosul. I have had the privilege of seeing its ancient walls, of touching its stones, of going to the grave Islamic tradition says is the prophet Jonah's. There is a mosque at the site; but hundreds of years ago, the Iraqis we work with tell me, it was a synagogue. They tell me the reason the site is so sacred is because of the sacredness in which the Jews held it. Presently, there are no signs of this ancient synagogue.

I am the rabbi of the 101st Airborne Division, the division Steven Spielberg immortalized in his epic Band of Brothers. We, the soldiers of the 101st Airborne, fought our way up from the south, from Kuwait. The battle took us past Ur, the city where Abraham was born. We maintained contact with the enemy, passed the site of the great talmudic academies of Sura and Pumpaditya, to the city of Babylon, where the prophet Daniel was taken. There we engaged the Nebuchadnezzar Iraqi Armored Division and beat them. We continued the battle to Baghdad, where so many Jews lived and were massacred in the summer of 1948. It was the city of so many of our sages, including the Ben Ish Chai.

Now we are in Mosul. I ask about the Jews who lived here, and very few remember them. Many say Jews never lived here; but my heart tells me different. The old ones tell me there was a Jewish quarter, a synagogue, study halls, and a cemetery.

One day, while searching the streets of the ancient city, I came across a building missing half of its roof. The site was a garbage dump and the building's interior was three-quarters full of rotting garbage, feces and sewage. I had to crouch down low to get inside as the doorway was almost completely buried.

As I entered light came through the half-open roof and I could just make out writing engraved on the walls. It was Hebrew. It was then that I knew I had stumbled into the ancient synagogue of the city of Mosul-Nineveh. My heart broke as I climbed over the garbage piles that filled the room where, for hundreds of years, the prayers of Jews had reached the heavens. I realized I was probably the first Jew to enter this holy place in over 50 years.

Over three-and-a half meters of garbage filled the main sanctuary and what appeared to be the women's section. I could barely make it out because of the filth, but there was Hebrew writing on the walls.

Many Iraqis congregated around me, wanting to know what I was doing.

My translator said that the American army was interested in old archeological sites of all kinds. I asked them if they knew what this place was, and they all said in an instant: It was the house where the Jews prayed.

They told me that the houses in the streets surrounding the synagogue had been filled with Jews. They took me to the children's yeshiva, a marbled edifice that no longer had a roof, only walls and half-rooms. There was a vagrant family living there and when I asked them what this place was, they said it was a Jewish school for children.

As I walked through the quarter I was shown the grave of the prophet Daniel, once a synagogue. I saw that many of the doorposts had an engraving of the lion of Judah on the top.

I felt the presence of our people, of their daily lives as merchants, teachers, rabbis, doctors, and tailors. I felt their rush to get ready for Shabbat, felt their presence as they walked to the synagogue on Yom Kippur. I could almost hear singing in the courtyards, in the succot, as they invited in the ushpizin. I could hear the Pessah songs echoing through the narrow streets late into the night.

And the children, I could see their shadows as they raced down the alleys and around the corners, praying. I heard their voices learning the aleph beth in the yeshivot as they prepared for their bar and bat mitzvot.

But I also heard the babies crying, and I could see the young daughters of Zion clinging to their mother's skirts, asking why the bad people were killing them and making them leave their homes of thousands of years.

Tears came to my eyes, but I had to hold them back lest I put myself and the soldier with me in a dangerous situation. I had to pretend that I was only mildly interested in what they were showing me.

How does one absorb this kind of experience? How do I convey the feeling of hearing all those voices reaching out in prayer at the synagogue as I stood on top of all that garbage? How do I recover our history, how do I bring honor to a holy place that has been so desecrated?

I have no answers. I only have great sadness, pain, and loneliness.

Since then I have gone back to the Jewish quarter of old Mosul with members of my congregation, Jewish soldiers of the 101st: infantrymen, artillerymen, medics, pilots, lawyers, doctors, all proud to be Jewish and serving their country. Together we have found five more synagogues, more yeshivot and many Jewish homes. They have all come away profoundly affected by what they saw. They are saddened, but yet proud to be connected to such an ancient and rich tradition in this historic city of Nineveh.

I SEARCHED the ancient city near cemeteries in hope of finding the Jewish cemetery. I found a Christian cemetery and a British War cemetery situated next to each other. The British War cemetery is now used as a soccer field. The cemetery was marked as a war memorial cemetery and the dates were for World War I and World War II.

There was a marker in the cemetery written in English and Sanskrit, dedicated to the Hindu and Sikh soldiers of Her Majesty's army who died while serving. Another one, written in English and Arabic, was dedicated to the Muhammadan soldiers in Her Majesty's army who died while serving, and a third marker had nothing on it. These markers were over seven meters high.

The third marker could have had a dedication, but if so it had been destroyed or removed. Scattered all through the cemetery were fragments of tombstones, some with a few words of English, some with a cross on them. Outside these three markers there were no standing tombstones anywhere, only broken fragments scattered in corners. The cemetery was surrounded by a 1.5-meter wall and an entrance gate.

About half a meter inside the cemetery, barely showing through the surface, was a fragment my assistant, Specialist William Rodriguez, discovered. By working with me over these last few months he has learned to recognize Hebrew letters. As we dug it out we noticed it had both Hebrew and English on it. I was so excited to see it, yet so sad. There are many possible explanations, but the one I think most plausible is that it was the grave marker of a British soldier, a young man by the name of Zev. The British Army had contacted the local Jewish community to have a stone engraver put Hebrew on the stone along with the English. It was their way of honoring and respecting their fallen comrade.

If this explanation is true then this cemetery contains those of the Hindu, Sikh, Islamic, Christian, and Jewish faiths, all soldiers who died in the service of their country. The obvious question: Is death the only way these great faiths can coexist in peace? We would hope not.

I have not yet discovered the ancient Jewish cemetery of the Jews of Mosul-Nineveh. My instincts tell me it is nearby, but in the last 60 years it has probably been desecrated and obliterated. One native I talked to told me that a major highway had been built through it.

I will continue to search as my military mission allows me. I have taken Zev's marker and reburied it in the cemetery. I have said kaddish for him and for all the other Jewish souls that may be buried here.

There is a great history to be written here, a great opportunity to recover the lost narrative of our people, the Sephardim of Iraq. My prayer and hope is that when the gates finally open for scholars the remnants of our people will still be here for historians to recover.

I have taken many pictures in case those who have no vision destroy the few remnants that remain. I hope there are yet some Jews from this important and holy community still alive in Israel. If so they will be able to add to the oral history of what will, God willing, be discovered here.

If this chapter of history is erased, it will never be recovered again. I pray that those with more resources, more connections, and more wisdom than I will be able to add to these pages of our great history. I am only thankful that God has given me a small part in it. May the memories of our brothers and sisters – hakahal hakadosh d'Nineveh – the holy community of Nineveh – never be forgotten.

Carlos C. Huerta


[The Braden Files]

Using a public folder in Exchange to support sales

I spent a lot of time today trying to make a public Exchange folder work as a sales support tool. It looked like an easy task but I severely underestimated how much time it would take. The plan was to customize two Outlook forms to prefill the bcc field and the return address. I wanted to set up the groundwork to do a better job of tracking the sales lead sources. Creating the custom forms was easy. The problem was that I needed to modify the message class field so that I could use the new forms. I found a script that could change inbound messages to the new message class. Exchange 5.5 uses something called an agent to run the script. Exchange 2000 uses something different, a sink event. For such a simple and old problem the documentation for Exchange 2000 was hard to find. Then I realized that this wouldn't work for me since I receive the sales emails in my personal inbox and move them over to the public folder. The script would change only the inbound messages and not the existing messages. I finally found a Word document from Microsoft that runs a macro that changes all of the items in a folder to the same message class. My plan is to: categorize the sales email, run a rule to move it to the public folder, and then run the Word macro to change the message class. It is cludgy but it works. It would be nice if this was all automatic but that can wait for another day. The hard part is done.

Pacific Grove 1940

Summertime, the muted voices
Of my mother and grandmother
Laughing in the kitchen.

Smells of coffee, strong and black

There's nothing outside my window
The fog curls in silver ripples
Hiding the feverish pinks and reds
Of Hollyhocks

I pull the covers higher
My mother calls and I hurry to dress

My grandmother's old house
smelling of mildew, pancakes
Sleep and love

The fog lifts, here's the sun!
where is my pail, where is my shovel?
My favorite pail, jolly elephants
At the circus. No shoes today!

I run down the sloping street
To the beach, the sun warming
the old cracked squares of cement,
Bits of mica glinting.

Tiny grains of sharp sand
bite into my bare city feet;
That's good, I'm here!

I pass the ancient houses
One by one, a small old lady
Works in each garden
Where are all the old men?

See my Martha Washington's?
Look at the fuschias this year!
Does your gramma want a “slip”?

Magenta blossoms, fiery red
Blushing white, unopened blossom
Bulbs dangling – small fingers
Make them pop!

The whistle blows at the Canneries
It's the swing shift!
Lunch buckets empty, weary brown
Faces heading home
Smells of the sea on their shoes

I run down the pink stone stairs
An ice-cream sandwich held carefully
in one hand, pail and shovel in the other

Don't go near the cave!
You don't know who's in there!
But look!
Here's a baby abalone shell,
And a whole clam; into the pail!

Here are my friends and we
Cover each other with the warm
Gritty granite sand.

The cold water racing circles
Around our ankles
The water turquoise and clear,
Tiny crabs investigate our toes

Do you have a dime?
We can share a hot dog!
Wish we had fifty cents
We could ride the Glass Bottomed Boat
Betcha we could see a big abalone!

Tiny fingers of fog signal
Time to go home!
Back up the hill, bucket of treasures
Swinging along,
Sunburned and happy
My grandma and the Lone Ranger waiting

Karen Cotter
December, 2000

Karen calls this writing form a Prome. “It's not a poem. It's not prose. It's inbetween.” [The Braden Files]

A beautiful prome that brought back memories of when I was a kid. For me it was an age of innocence and excitement. It becomes more special for me since I lived in Pacific Grove in the 60s.

Gay policies pose test of Episcopalian loyalties. Church's confirmation of a gay bishop this week stirs controversy among faithful. [Christian Science Monitor | Top Stories]

I think I need to comment on the election of a gay bishop. My path to Christ is a direct result of my frustration with the Episcopal church. I definitely have a love/hate relationship with the Episcopal church. I grew up in the Episcopal church. My parents still go to an Episcopal church in Virginia. My wife's uncle is active in a local church in Cincinnati. Everything points to the Episcopal church as the logical way for me to be more religous except that it didn't work for me.  My mother-in-law, sister-in-law, and wife picked the Vineyard as a “modern” church we all could go to. I was sceptical but I quickly changed my mind. I enjoyed the music but I relished the fact that I had begun to enjoy the Bible. When the pastors spoke, they picked Bible verses that spoke to me! Most of all I enjoyed going to church!

So here is where I get back into the love/hate relationship. A couple of years ago the Vineyard sponsored an introduction to Christianity program called Alpha. The program originated with the Anglican(i.e. Episcopal) church. It is through this program I accepted that I had a personal relationship with Christ and he is my savior. I could not of gotten to this point without the Vineyard. Despite my frustrations with the Episcopal church I could not have gotten here without them.

Tonight I was at an Alpha Alumni dinner at the Vineyard. Almost 1000 people have gone through the program at the Vineyard and the program leaders talked about several fascinating extensions to the Alpha program. Then they brought the regional director for Alpha, an Episcopalian minister and doctoral student at Asbury Seminary.  He made a few jokes about how stodgy Episcopalians are. We laughed. He talked about evangelism and Alpha but I got the impression that Episcopalians are divided on the worth of evangelism and Alpha. Obviously the Episcopalians are divided on gay policies, too. Some ministers say the church will get over it quickly. They point out that the church members fussed when they ordained women ministers but quickly got over it. Homsexuality is a sin. The Bible is pretty clear on this subject. I disagree with homosexual activists on how many people are homosexual. From the homosexuals I have met, I believe that very few were wired from birth to be homosexual. It appears to me that most are making a lifestyle choice. They could go either way. I believe the gay bishop falls into this category. He has made a lifestyle choice. Some may view his election as reaching out to the gay community. I think he is a terrible role model and it is tough for me to take him seriously. I don't think it unreasonable to expect a higher moral standard for a bishop.

You don't have to be perfect to be a good role model and people shouldn't expect perfection. We all don't choose to be role models, we are chosen. Our only choice is to be a good role model or a bad one.

Charles Barkley

AHS Inspection at Oakwood Farms.

We took Concerto over to the AHS Inspection at Oakwood Farms to get branded. Ron and Meg did a great job hosting the inspection. There were over 50 horses at this inspection and everything went smoothly. Although I tried to get some nice photos over Concerto, the the best photos I got were of the top filly. She is by Widmark(Meg's stallion) and out of Delightt/Diwan. She was quite the showoff!

[Legacy Farm Ltd.]

You say you want a reformation?

How will America respond to militant Islam? Responses from Asia Times Online readers to my contention that radical Islam yet may defeat the West (Why radical Islam might defeat the West) of July 8 ranged from accusations of anti-Islamic bigotry to the claim that the West, if need arise, simply will kill a billion Muslims. Neo-conservative circles in Washington think neither of accommodating the claims of radical Islam nor of a war against Islam, but rather of an “Islamic Reformation”. [Asia Times]

An interesting article that outlines two scenarios that counterbalance the threat of militant Islam. Both scenarios are dependent on an increase in the textual criticism of the Koran and the personal search for a divine truth. The theological foundation for Protestantism and the Reformation came from scholars who went back to the original Jewish documents. According to this article Jewish translations and commentary provided much of the impetus to the Reformation. Modern day Islam and Catholicism at the time of the Reformation seem to have a similar weaknesses to textual criticism and an intolerance to opposing interpretations. The conflicts between modern society and Islam have forced many Muslims in America into a personal search for the divine truth about Islam. They are not happy with what they have found and have started to criticize the Middle Eastern interpretation of the Koran. Muslims in the United States and Europe tend to be more moderate and are having real problems with trying to be a Muslim in a modern society. The solutions from the Middle East are unacceptable. A schism has formed and it may require a reformation to make Islam palatable to Muslims in America. If Islam does make a better connection with their American Muslims, then evangelical Protestants will connect with Muslims and fill their spiritual needs. I go to a church that is growing by bringing in people from the streets and other churchs. They suceed by being modern, relevant, tolerant, and very spiritual.

PDFCreator

I got a nice automated email from sourceforge.net. An anonymous person had replied to the select text bug in “PDFCREATOR” and said:

You must go in the printers control panel and find the advanced options for PDF Creator's printer. Then you must go in the Postscript Options and select:

  • From POSTSCRIPT OUTPUT OPTION –> Optimize for portability
  • From TRUETYPE FONT DOWNLOAD OPTION –> Outline.

Now I can select text and copy it into another document. It still doesn't identify the fonts correctly but I can live with that.